marta (19, poland). isfp. a linguistics student and helena's left boob. patiently waiting for chris evans to grab me. /
Anonymous: if i could give you a hug, i would give you one, because it sounds like you really need one :(

i really really do :( everything’s so complicated and new and a mess and just when i thought i had something to hold on to it turned out that i was wrong, not being able to cry here (well… technically i could cry but i’d rather not do it in a dorm) is the worst thing ever because i really hate keeping things in this way and i don’t want to do anything stupid… gosh, i just hope i’ll survive the next day (first day of classes)…

i am so terrified, honestly so unimaginably terrified and the only thing that keeps me from crying is the fact that i can’t let myself fall apart in a dorm room. i could use a hug or two or even more but no amount of hugs could ever make everything okay

Say it before you run out of time. Say it before it’s too late. Say what you’re feeling. Waiting is a mistake.

You just choose the things you want to keep private and keep them precious. And if you sell them cheaply, then they become cheap to you also.